April
4, 2015 (4-4-15)
A
few times Yvonne has mentioned that it bothers her that I know hardly
anything about paying the bills or the passwords for any of the
accounts. Tonight she brought it up again and it was obvious that it
bothered her greatly. So I said, why don't we spend some time talking
about this and write down what I need to know. Janelle got the laptop
and created a spreadsheet for it.
One
of my fears that I am trying to overcome, especially during times
like this, is the fear of doing, or not doing, something that would
“derail” the whole plan of God. I know that this is an invalid
concern; even a religious fear. In this case, here is something that
the Lord God himself, the One who spoke the entire universe into
existence with a Word, said He will do. Do I
think that I am able to stop Him from accomplishing His plan
and purpose?
On
the other hand, Jesus was unable to do any miracles in his hometown;
He was only able to heal a few people. The problem was a lack of
faith in Jesus by the people who knew him. I don't want to disappoint
Jesus or cause him to have to find someone else that will press in to
Him all the way until there is breakthrough and His plan is
accomplished. It would be so incredibly disappointing for us to have
come so far and be so close to the victory of His will and to then
fail. Would He allow that to happen?
And
so we paused in our taking care of undone details that were bothering
Yvonne and talked to the Lord about it. We asked Him a question,
“Does our taking care of details like this show a lack of faith in
You?” Then we waited, listening. I heard a voice say, “The
funeral will take place... in 30 years!” Seriously, Lord? I'm
trying to be serious about this. (Insert 'grin' here). The consensus
was that the Lord wasn't bothered at all by our planning at a time
like this. I like that.
Then,
I had an idea. Let's ask Him for a confirmation. Let's ask Him, “Is
it okay for us to do this?” We did and we waited. What happened
next is actually stunning. I wonder if I will ever really grasp the
closeness of the Lord; the reality of His joy over us as His people.
Almost
immediately I saw the feet and ankles of a very large, tall person or
being. I saw the edge of his robe and the lower end of a staff. The
thickness of the staff was about 3 inches. This person raised the
staff and forcefully hit the ground 3 times, boom, boom, boom. Then I
heard a voice speak. It was a large voice and spoke with authority.
He said, “Let it be done.” There was joy and gladness in the
voice. It was permission and more; it was a command. “LET IT BE
DONE.”
My
first thought was sort of, wow, why the force? Why the...drama? It
was just a question! We continued to wait. Then, I saw warships on
the move. I saw an aircraft carrier and a destroyer, I think. They
were creating a major bow wave; they were on the move. I heard the
voice say, “I am putting my people in place.”
To
be continued....
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